August 2012
Life is an amazing thing.
Walking home tonight, I thought I was going to die of agony.
But then I realised something else.
That despite this misery and constant emptiness,
I’m still alive.
I’ve lost a lot,
but I’m still in the game.
Things went wrong, people left,.
I was bitter, upset, angry, cynical.
I probably still am.
But despite this,
I’m still alive, and...
: I miss my boyfriend. →
betterthanacupcake:
Okay… so we already live far away… and yesterday his grandfather died :( My bf was feeling so sad, ‘cause he could not say good bye before he dies… I seriously cried so much ‘cause I really wish i could be with him to support him. Anyway, my bf went to the funeral with his mother cause she asked…
We are Never Getting Back Together Official Music Video
Should I private my tumblr?
Never wanted to do this before, but guess I have to now.
"Everything has Changed"
Is the title of the Taylor/Ed Sheeran track.
I'm trembling and I can't stop,.
dear self:
remember one thing:
No one can get past your own skin. hold your stand, and move on.
things only happen when they’re being fought for.
I don’t wanna lose anything now.
wherever I am, I’m happy, even if it isn’t the best.
I won’t do anything to risk the status quo.
So don’t.
Just let it go okay?
I did not die, and yet I lost life’s breath: imagine for yourself what I...
– Dante’s Inferno
Today was a rough day.
Just reached home, decided to stuff myself to let it all out, numb everything.
couldn’t taste the food, didn’t even know whatthehell I was eating.
and then I swallowed a fishbone.
It hurts like hell now.
It hurts to talk, it hurts to breathe, it hurts to cry.
I’m so blardy frustrated and now I’m supposed to be still?
I don’t wanna live...
I would never cheat in a relationship
because that would require two people finding me attractive.